Time flies. I can’t believe it’s been a year since that fateful day.
Pei,
How have you been this past year? Are you enjoying yourself in heaven? I bet you are.
Life went on after you left. I thought when life goes on, you will eventually be tucked aside in my heart. But it seems like I was wrong. Thoughts of you crept into my heart often. Everytime when I am alone to ponder over life, my thoughts will eventually come to you. I will think of the things you’ll never have, the life you’ll never live. On my monthly trips to KL, I’ll be reminded of how I missed your final journey. I regret not sending you off. But I was a coward in a way. The trip was just an excuse for not seeing the last of you. In that way, maybe you’ll still be alive somewhere.
I drove past Sin Ming the other day and I thought of your resting place. Alas, I had no courage to visit. I drove past Bukit Panjang and I think of how often I had been there before, but not knowing you were so near. I could have met you for coffee sometimes! And on your birthday I so wished I could have sung you a birthday song. Did you hear my heart scream,â€â€¦ there are tigers and lions, and the monkeys kiss you!â€? We used to sing that and send out kisses in our crazy ways. Now I sing alone.
On the bright side, you are 1 year old in heaven today. The angels must be rejoicing! You take care of yourself ah… till I see you again.
I Philo You.
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